no....i can never give up my xanga...

sorry i tried....

keep reading....

pretend it's red....

it's not working

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Currently Reading The Secret Garden By Frances Hodgson Burnett see related

just stay awake all night...because we've only got two more...

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i could seriously cry...and i got a shot too...

have you noticed that they quit giving suckers and stickers at the doctor's office whenever you turn like 9...

just another sad part about growing up...

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well...i never knew...that so many people can fit in my house...

thanks for reassuring...i feel better

i hope your family had a good time..

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"...Oh, why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you..."

"say goodnight and go..."

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and suddenly everyone stopped using xanga...but i'm still a faithful addict....

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cherry lime-ade for breakfast...that's my kind of morning...

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I am full of earth, You are heaven's worth
I am stained with dirt, prone to depravity
And You are everything that is bright and clean
The antonym of me, You are divinity
What a certain sign of grace is this
From a broken earth flowers come up
Pushing through the dirt

You are everything that is bright and clean
And You're covering me with Your majesty
And the truest sign of grace was this
From wounded hands redemption fell down
Liberating man

But the harder I try, the more clearly can I
Feel the depth of our fall and the weight of it all
And so this might could be the most impossible thing
Your grandness in me, making me clean

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"You really shouldn't open a girl's purse...she'll hit you everytime...but especially don't open a girl's purse during church, because she's still gonna hit you...but she's just gonna feel worse about it...gonna give her a guilt complex."

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"Vanity is what's left when a soap bubble bursts."

"Somedays all I do is watch the sky."

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well...it never hurts to hear something again

and again, and again,and well, again and again

you see, i can't forget you

see you tonight maybe...

i can have coffee afterall...

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B.O.B.B.E.R.

Because Of Bible Believers Everyone's Reached.

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Saved...forever and ever....

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feel that grass...feel that breeze...

it's not like that everywhere...enjoy it...

trust me...

"...waiting for you here...can i be your memory...i'd be your anything..."

i love to play dress up

"we're a generation that's basically asleep and God's about to sound the alarm."

sunrise to sunset...i will not forget, all that you've done for me...

sunset to sunrise...i will keep my eyes, on your glory

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86 years old...and he still calls her "baby"...now that's sweet...

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all my love,

JessieMarie

i remember every detail...

i know you prayed...she just needs time i guess

"can you make an airplane?"

"no, i've got a better use for it...."

i love you...

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you know, there's a reason why there's no such music genre as "christian emo".

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i need some reassurance...badly...

comforting words to remind me...remind me i'm loved...

today...

i need to hear it...

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i'm ready for camp...

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There is something about today...

I woke up...i went outside...i knew that today was a gift...from God himself...

there were birds singing...breezes blowing...oh yeah....and cars rushing by...

but i could ignore the cars...

because for a little while...it was just me...and just God...just this beautiful world he created...

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She doesn't know what's good for her.

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"...everybody wants to be somethin' special, baby, and everybody wants to be satisfied, and lately everybody wants to be you and me..."

"everybody wants to be set free, like you and me."

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there comes a time when you have to figure out what it really is that you're afraid of.....

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love...it grows...and everyday i see it growing with us...

and for love to grow...it has to be like every other growing thing...

everything that grows on this earth is alive in some way...so for love to grow it must live...must be more than just a normal emotion...and i know it lives in us....

but unlike other growing things...it doesn't die...

...this is the stuff what i think about when i can't sleep...

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the summer is going by....way...way...way...too fast....

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and she said yes.

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it's most definately time to cheer me up

tied to the clock...just let me go...there's so much i'd rather be doing...

but i hear...i hear employment's one of those good gifts...life looks better when you look at it that way.....

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and i'm glad to be back...but it's sort of like i never even left....

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I'm afraid we may have made a mistake...

i always thought...nobody likes her because she's mean...but then i realized it...maybe, she's mean because nobody likes her...

she has depth i didn't realize...a friendship could begin...if only...

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Relationships...the term is pretty self-explanatory...it all has to do with how you RELATE to each other...

To relate...you have to talk...that's what it's all about

so if he doesn't talk to her...and she is left to imagine why...then i don't see how  it will work...

after all..."communication is key."...he said it...plain and simple...they should probably listen...

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three down...one to go...haha

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it's like i can look at you...and you can read my mind....

i just want to say thank you...to all my friends...

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"...I would be lying if i said things would never get rough, and all this cliche motivation, it could never be enough..."

"...trust me, i know your legs are pleading to leap, but i offer you this simple choice..."

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love is a many splendored thing....

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she called...12:30 in the morning/night...and then she asked....and i was wide awake again...because the truth is...it's something i would stay awake to think about...

and i couldn't go to sleep...not after i thought about it....

my favorite...yes...

I still want to go on a ferris wheel....

There's good gifts...and then there's the perfect gift...

But they're all from God...but you can only take one with you...

i memorized it...

imagine if it rained....

"...But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world..."

"...but i believe in memories...they look so pretty when i sleep..."

all my love,

JessieMarie

oh how i STILL need a hug....

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i have only the best intentions, with everything i do...

and i promise not to hurt you, if i ever did...i'm already sorry

alrighty, thank you much

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i love watching her stop what she's doing just to stare at her wedding ring...

she's a very busy woman, but she is in awe of that ring every time it catches her eye.  She is reminded of what it means, and it means everything to her, she loves him, and she loves her marriage. It's very special.

It should mean that much to every married person, but i'm afraid it might not anymore....

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Jesus' love is powerful!

Jesus' love is refreshing!

Jesus' love is for YOU!

Jesus' love gives us life!

Jesus' love is for EVERYONE!

....COOL!!

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i can't remember a time when i've felt so happy as now....

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a man came into our store today, with his wife who was afflicted with alzheimers. She didn't even recognize him, but she trusted him with her life but going outside of their house with him. 

Every time he looked at her, I could see in eyes that he was still in love with her.  He's the man who understands "in sickness and in health". He encouraged me.  With over half of marriages ending in divorce, he proves that there are some people who can stay in love and stick out all of the hard times

I made it my goal, my prayer, my aspiration, to marry and stand by my husband no matter what afflicts us.  I hope that whoever they are has the same goal.

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i love surprises.  Spontanious acts of love and Random acts of Kindness.  things that you couldn't plan as good if you tried...

so if you really want to please me, surprise me...

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i watched the sun come up again this morning...

it comes up, every morning whether i take the time to watch or not, it doesn't get the attention it deserves...but still, without fail it comes up and greets us all and sustains our need for warmth and light

you know the real secret is that God brings the Sun up and sustains all our needs, He doesn't get the attention he deserves either...

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a week of working...blistered hands and hurt feelings...it was all worth it to glorify God...

i want to stay awake forever....

..<<>>hugs<<>>..

...i'll be home soon

your note...it's long as expected

i miss you so much

love you

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~!JessieMarie!~

"I may be sitting down on the outside, but I'm standing up on the inside."

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i'm leaving tomorrow...

but today...it's all about doing whatever i want...hmm...starting with leaving work at 3:30...

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today is my mother's first piano lesson...when i found out i got out my books and notes and tried to show her all the phenomenal things about the instrument and music...i was talking, well rambling, for about 20 mins...totally absorbed in what i was saying....when i looked up and saw that she was totally confused...that she wasn't grasping it...pray for her...she may have a hard time...

i used to want to do what my piano teacher does...she used to teach in school and then she retired and started instructing piano...appearantly, i'm not a very good teacher...so that kind of put an end to that idea...oh well...i want to teach art....hmmm

i admire my mother...for trying something new at her age...can you imagine if EVERY person in the world learned an instrument...imagine...just imagine how beautiful it would be...the whole world in one big symphony...it may even end all war...i wish people could see that...but maybe i'm just rambling again...but it would be so beautiful

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who needs a boat in arizona?

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i changed my song...but then i decided that the old one just expressed my upcoming situation...so i put it back

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I CHRON. 29:17-18

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and i am leaving...i don't know how i'm gonna do this...

i'm gonna miss you so much...

just remember...we're looking at the same moon....

Everyone should hear that music...

great things are gonna happen!

my world is turning upside down...and i like the view!!!

and i still want to know that i'm gonna be missed...that while i'm making a difference there...my absence will be making one here.....

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hmmm...time...not much left...what will i do...

i'm full of surprises....

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"so, this is it?"

well...i'm glad...glad that while i'm gone, you'll remember me the way i was last night...i was truly happy...and i think i looked alright too...hmm

hmm...freckles are so hot right now...haha

~!JessieMarie!~